No turning back

They keep asking me to go back, my family, my friends. But is it worth it? I don't know, i honestly don't know. But if there's one thing i know, there's no way i can turn back. Either i start afresh or .. i continue my journey to hell. So many many questions and uncertainties.. hais fml. Sometimes, i just feel like going back, but, if so , then which is giving up and which is persevering? Who am i? Who am i to judge? Why am i here? Why am i so proud and arrogant? Who am i really, please tell me now